My Voyage of Submission Ch. 13

I'll give Marian this, she was paying close attention and trying to practice everything I told her.

"Of course, at dinner tonight, you can't give everyone fifteen to twenty minute blow jobs or you'll be on your knees all night. In situations like that, you go for speed. Get them off quick, swallow their cum, move on to the next. If you're talented, it shouldn't take more than four or five minutes to knock one off, maybe less depending on how recently they've cum and how excited they are."

No matter that I was talking about his wife sucking everyone at dinner, Ben was quiet and very hard. I wondered if he was a cuckold personality who enjoyed the thought of his wife having sex with other men. Was Johanna fulfilling a fantasy of his by Dominating his wife?

Marian worked on Ben for another five minutes, and with the time I spent on him, he should be getting pretty desperate by now. Sure enough, the next time he got close, he begged.

"Let me cum this time, please. I can't take anymore."

Marian took him up and over and his hips were arching off the bed with moans loud enough to wake sleepers next door if anyone was sleeping. Probably not this close to dinner. Ben offered up a generous amount of sperm, having been stimulated enough to produce more than expected for his third of the afternoon.

"Much better, Mother. I'm going to get fucked later this evening and you can help my gentleman give me a good rogering by sucking him back to an erection after he cums.

"Yes, Jo."

Johanna patted her cheek. "Come along, it's time for dinner. I hope all the cum doesn't fill you up, but you could afford to lose a few pounds. I want my slaves to look nice and worthy of me. Remember, I want you to ask everyone nicely if you can suck their cock or lick their cunt. Whether or not they do is up to them, but the asking nicely is the important thing. You can skip Daddy since he's already had a busy afternoon."

We all followed Johanna up to the dining room after Ben got dressed. Johanna only needed to don her panties. I can't properly express the shock I saw on people's faces when Marian showed up naked in addition to me. I don't think she'd necessarily been the easiest person to get along with to this point, although she'd been somewhat motherly to the former slaves. Seeing her standing there in her altogether was quite the looper.

She started with Master. "Sir, would you like me to suck your cock?"

He looked at me and I shrugged. "No thank you, Marian, that won't be necessary."

Johanna and Ben had taken their normal seats, Hibbah on one side of Jo, Marian's vacant chair on the other. Johanna was sitting there with quite the grin on her face.

"Hannah, might I lick your cunt for you?"

She also looked at me and I nodded my head yes. Might as well start her off right. "Thank you, Marian, that would be lovely."

Marian crawled under the table and started attending to Hannah. Johanna said, "Mother isn't well trained yet. Hopefully, by tomorrow evening, she'll be much better than she is now. Hibbah, I'd like you to take advantage of her skills when she reaches you."

"Okay, yes."

They started serving dinner while Marian was still working on Hannah. One by one, Marian went around the table, asking another person if they wanted oral sex. Hannah didn't let Angelique accept, waving it off, and none of the freed slaves except for Sahar and Hibbah accepted. Lynn didn't let Sherry accept, but she did let Manuel. His was the first of many cocks and balls Marian drained. In the end, of the men dining, only Master, Leo and Captain Amundsen didn't partake. I suspected Leo didn't want to give the mother what he was saving for the daughter. I was unsure of Björn's reason to refuse. Of the servers, Reggie and Chaney were drained, Kelly declined, and Roberta took a rain check until she could sit down somewhere. I accepted. It wasn't often I got to accept sexual favors anytime I wanted. I was the last one before Master again. Marian's face was quite the disaster by the time she ended with me.

Everyone else had nearly finished the meal, but Reggie put hot food on Marian's plate and Johanna handed her a napkin to wipe her face. She calmly ate as if she hadn't had oral sex with a dozen people. Whether Marian knew it or not, she was now a slave, only the collaring remained to proclaim it to everyone else.

After dinner, Johanna ordered her mother to remain seated while we spoke quietly with the three slaves who were going to have sex with the men. Ben remained seated with her holding her hand. The servers worked around them. Marian remained calm, despite having sucked off both Reggie and Chaney.

"The three men you requested have all agreed to participate and they know you're concerned they be gentle," I said. "I've spoken at length to them and I'm convinced they'll treat you the way you want to be treated. Remember, you can back out at any time for any reason. This is something you need do only if you want to. If you get the jitters, the men will stop. If you still want to go, I'll meet you just before eight by the helicopter."

"It very confusing," Hibbah said. "First we must keep your Master secret from Ben and Marian. Now Marian slave, like you. Don't understand."

"I know. It's confusing to me too, Hibbah. I did not know Marian was this way. No one did, not even her husband."

"He let Marian have sex with others? Muslim man kill both if wife have sex with other man."

"I know. He may be submissive himself, like Pierre. Or there may be another reason. Not all men are the same, like all women are not the same. Which is why Sahar will now only have sex with women. People are different."

"Hibbah, I want you to come to my room tonight. Beth will be teaching my Mother to pleasure women better. She will need someone to practice on," Johanna said. "I considered my mother to be rude to you and she should atone for her rudeness. When she is done practicing, you can spend the night with Beth and me if you choose. If any of the rest of you wish Mother to practice on you, after I collar her at muster tomorrow, she will be available. You may use her in private if you wish. I don't expect all of you to have sex in public."

"Me think," Maahnoor said. "See how sex tonight go. Last chance for sex before home, maybe use mother. Maybe use mother lot. If sex with man okay, maybe have sex with man more."

"My father may be available for sex. Since I now control my mother's sexual activity, she is allowing father to have sex with other people. He's not nearly the man some of the others on the ship are, but he will be gentle if you need it. But if I were you, I'd stick with the gentlemen you already chose if everyone has a good time."

"We'll see you in about an hour," I said.

They all went to their rooms to prepare.

"Good, you have time to get me warmed up," Johanna said.

"May I have permission to get my iPads, Miss? I wish to give my survey to your mother and father."

"Fine, don't dilly dally."

I rushed to my room and grabbed my iPads, giving one to Marian and one to Ben. Johanna ordered her mother to take the survey.

"Yes, Mistress."

Johanna didn't correct her. She didn't have to.

As they took the test, I pleasured Johanna at the dinner table. I took my time; we had plenty. I didn't make Johanna scream as loudly as I did her mother, more throaty, choked moans and gasps, thrusting her cunt against my active tongue. When I finished, Ben, Reggie and Chaney all had erections again.

Marian finished her survey and set the iPad on the table. Roberta had finished cleaning and taken a seat. Johanna told her mother to give her the orgasm she'd passed over earlier. "Leave her cum on your face, Mother."

Apparently, the practice was doing Marian good, or Roberta was very aroused. It took less than five minutes for Roberta to cum. A little before eight, Johanna told her father to go back to their room to wait for us and for Marian to follow. We went to the helicopter deck and found Maahnoor and Hibbah.

"Where's Ateefah?" I asked.

"Ateefah still scared, maybe not come," Maahnoor replied. "She shaking, much nervous."

We waited a couple more minutes in case, then headed for the ladder down to the stern room. Just before we went to descend, Ateefah ran up, breathing hard.

"I here."

"Are you sure, Ateefah? You don't have to do this."

"Me have child alone. More scary than this. Me like James. Me ready."

I kissed her on the forehead. "You're very brave, Ateefah. I'm so proud of you." She smiled.

In the stern room, the men had placed the cushions down at like the four corners of the room, as widely separated as possible and each of them was standing next to one of the makeshift beds. Jake's was closest to the ladder, so we led Hibbah to him.

He bowed slightly. "I'm very happy you chose me, Hibbah. You're a lovely young woman and I'm proud to be your partner."

She smiled at him and took his hand and he invited her to sit down. We left them and approached Leo, to the right, closer to the bar. Johanna started to strip.

"Yeah, I'm not too nervous, Leo. If you want to get undressed, we can get started. I'll call you when I need you, Mother, otherwise just stay out of my way."

"What will you need your mother for?" Leo asked.

"To get you hard enough to fuck again. I don't need to suck your dick if I have someone else willing to do it."

Leo laughed. "I hope I do well enough to earn a second one."

"If Beth recommends you, I trust you will. She should know given all the crew morale she's offered up."

Leo laughed again and started to remove his clothes, Johanna finishing before him.

I led Maahnoor to Henderson. Marian followed me, not knowing what else to do. Henderson kissed Maahnoor's hand. "Thank you for choosing me, Maahnoor. I hope you enjoy our time together. Would you like to take a seat and we can talk some more?"

Maahnoor giggled and sat down on the cushion, tucking her legs under her. We left them there and I took Ateefah to James. I whispered to him Ateefah had almost chickened out and he needed to be extra careful. He nodded, then got down on one knee, holding her hand.

"Ateefah, I'm so pleased you chose me. I will try not to hurt you and be as gentle as you need me to be. If you wish to stop at any time, just tell me. There's no rush if you're not ready."

She blushed and smiled down at him. "Me thank."

"Can I get you some water? I have some chocolates if you'd like some."

"Water, please"

"Why don't you have a seat and I'll get you some. I'll be right back."

I gave him a thumbs up as he went for the water and he grinned. I found a seat where I could keep an eye on things and Marian sat beside me. Johanna and Leo were already going at it, having wasted no time. The other men were talking with their 'dates'.

"May I please talk to you?" Marian asked.

"Of course."

"What happened to me today. I've never experienced anything like it."

"You're a submissive, like me, perhaps even more submissive."

"Why would I not know about this before now?"

"Because you weren't raised to behave this way and you had to be pushed past your normal boundaries to discover it within yourself."

"I can't be this way."

"But you are. There is no denying your nature."

"I feel like such a whore."

"You're not a whore, as you will only have sex as your Mistress directs. You no longer have control over your sexuality. You can't even fuck your husband without permission anymore. Whores fuck for themselves and for money. You don't. If it makes you feel better, I know of police officers, FBI agents, lawyers, politicians, business people, millionaires and others who are all submissive. We come from all walks of life, social strata, income groups, genders, racial groups and nationalities. The majority of submissives are women, but not all, and some women are Dominants. At least twenty percent of the population has played with some aspect of Dominance and submission; fifty percent participated in what could be defined as an act of bondage or submission. You're not alone. Never think you're alone in the way you feel. There are millions of others just like you, to varying degrees. Some only do it on the weekend when they can fully immerse themselves in their role. Others are constant. Unless you have a job, you will probably remain one all the time. What does Ben think of all this. I don't quite know what to make of his participation."

"I'm not sure myself. He's talked to me about having sex with others so he could watch. Of course, I was shocked and disgusted by the whole idea, and now he's getting exactly what he wanted in the first place."

"To be honest, what you previously found disgusting, now allows you to live your true nature. If he'd been disgusted or offended by your behavior, it would be hard living as the submissive you want to be. I wonder if he isn't submissive himself and asking you to have sex with others would have allowed him to experience submissive feelings of shame and humiliation because his wife was fucking other people, not just because he's a voyeur. My survey will give me an indication of his degree of submissiveness."

"Mother," Johanna called. "Your services are needed."

"Duty calls," I said. "Do the best job you can."

I briefly checked the others. Hibbah had progressed the farthest, not surprising as she'd fucked Master already. She and Jake were naked, lying down beside each other, kissing. His cock was hard and his hands were wandering and she seemed to be enjoying it. Maahnoor had her top off and Henderson was sucking on her nipples. James and Ateefah were still talking, sitting, holding hands, and occasionally, he'd lean over and give her a gentle kiss. At some point, he must have asked permission to remove his shirt, because it was off, displaying his smooth chest. Ateefah would occasionally run her hand over his pecs. He leaned over and whispered something and she bashfully nodded and he unbuttoned her top and pulled it off her shoulders, kissing her neck.

Before Marian returned, Jake had started licking Hibbah's girly bits. Maahnoor was now naked, though Henderson still had his underwear on and they were lying together, their kissing more intense, his hands wandering as well, but going slow, giving her the opportunity to protest if she wanted. James had Ateefah's shirt all the way off, though she still had her brassiere on.

Marian sat beside me again. "I realized in the middle of sucking Leo back to another erection, I was licking my daughter's cum off his cock."

"How did that make you feel?"

"Wicked, depraved."

"It's part of the humiliation she wants you to feel as her submissive. You're not committing incest, no matter how depraved you feel. I thought sucking Ben's cock after he fucked your ass was more depraved. I almost gagged myself, and I wasn't sucking it."

"I had the strongest urge to vomit. I barely kept it under control. I hope it's not something I'm required to do often."

"You need to develop your slave rules. If you'd be unwilling to do it again, make it a hard limit. You also need to have a safe word."

"I don't have to do everything she tells me?"

"No. I think Johanna was testing you. I don't think she entirely believed you were being honest with her. She thought perhaps you were trying to keep her Dominant tendencies in the family so no one else knew she was the way she is. Trying to protect the family name from the weirdo daughter. I'm fairly convinced she doesn't think that anymore. She said she almost puked herself. How did it taste?"

"About how you'd expect it to taste, I think, though I'm not entirely sure it isn't colored by the fact it's shit. It smells bad, therefore it must taste bad. I tried not to taste it, kind of holding my breath. I don't plan on tasting it again to give you a better description."

We both laughed.

"I think I like you better as a submissive, than the haughty, superior person you acted before."

"I have no more room to feel superior to anyone. I just sucked a shitty dick."

"Johanna mentioned you read 'Fifty Shades of Grey'. I'm curious how it made you feel reading about submissive behavior for the first time."

"It wasn't my first time reading something like that. I actually read the Sleeping Beauty books by Anne Rice under a different pseudonym. That was my first exposure to Dominance and submission. It was a guilty pleasure. It made me aroused, which made me guilty, which made me even more aroused. I would masturbate as I read them. I hid them in the closet. Perhaps I should have realized then I had these tendencies and I should have explored them, but I was ashamed even to be reading them."

"If there was something in there you were particularly attracted to, you might wish to mention it to your Mistress. She may allow you to live some of the fantasies you had when reading them."

"I kind of enjoyed the parts where Beauty was made to behave like a horse and pull carts and carriages."

"As it happens, I know someone who has a pony farm. You're older than his typical pony, but working there would get you into good shape very quickly. I could give his information to Mistress if you would like to explore that part of yourself."

"It's scary. Let me think about it."

I looked to see how everyone was doing. Hibbah was riding Jake, going nice and slow. Maahnoor was climaxing on Henderson's tongue. James and Ateefah were both naked and she was touching his impressive cock with a little apprehension it might soon be inside her. Thankfully, he wasn't pressing her.

Johanna called again, "Mother, one limp dick requiring your cock sucking skills. Come here, slave."

"A mother's work is never done," Marian said, tongue in cheek as she got to her feet. I laughed again. "Coming, Mistress."

I was feeling a little horny myself, but I certainly didn't have permission to masturbate. Hopefully, I'd be allowed to orgasm at some point this evening. If Leo was going for his third time, he must be doing something right. Ateefah was steadily stroking James now. Suddenly he gasped and shot a huge load of cum. Ateefah continued to stroke him until he'd emptied himself. I got a towel and brought it to them. I handed it to James so he could clean himself off.

"How are you doing, Ateefah?"

"I not know James so big, Beth. Afraid to let him in me. Me touch instead."

"It's okay, Ateefah. I understand," James said. "I'm not upset. I'm just happy you like me. Maybe some other time. If you want, I can give you pleasure. Beth showed everyone how to pleasure a woman with our mouth. I would be happy to do so for you."

Of course, James being James, he hadn't really lost much in the way of hardness yet. He was a stud.

Ateefah agreed she would love some oral sex. James got busy and I left them alone again. As I took my seat again, Maahnoor was mounting Henderson's long cock. She moaned prettily as he entered her. She leaned down, staring into his face. He cupped her swelling breasts in his hands and she leaned down for a kiss, which he returned, soft and warm. She started rocking back and forth, enjoying their coupling. So far two down. I heard Ateefah climaxing, so that was good. I took my seat again.

Marian joined me again in roughly fifteen more minutes. It was apparently becoming more difficult for Leo to get erect again. It was taking longer each time.

"So tell me Marian, was my cunt the first you've ever licked?" I asked.

"Couldn't you tell. I felt totally inept."

"I knew you were inexperienced, and sometimes inexperience is made up for by eagerness, a desire to please. You didn't seem eager, so I thought you hated it. I was surprised you said you orgasmed from it."

"It wasn't a great orgasm, and I wanted to hate it. I wanted to hate it with every fiber of my stuck up self. But the longer I did it, I realized I didn't hate it, not so much because licking a woman was so fabulous, though don't get me wrong, it wasn't horrible. I started to enjoy the taste, the smell, the sounds you made as I made you cum, but it was as much because I was compelled to obey. Even Ben telling me I had to do it because that was the deal I made. I think that's why I climaxed; being coerced, to do something I'd never done before and imagined I should hate. And let's face it, the orgasm you gave me was so out of this world, I felt guilty for being so bad at it. I've never cum like that before in my life. I didn't know it was possible to feel so swept away.